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Thank you everyone for your wishes There were people I didn’t know and people I do know xD

Please welcome two new blog buddies to this place of horror and torture and … cookies?

I’ve been happy-happy since a last few days/a week. Except for a breakdown on Tuesday…
Hehe, but spending money makes me happy

I made this post to show you guys what I bought and stuff
Note: You might need a basket for your drool.

Vampire Knight vol. 4
Welcome to NHK! vol. 1
Shonen Jump (May edition)
How to draw Chibi’s
Web Desinger mag.

Summer coat!

Lots of T-shirts lol

Wanna guess what’s my shoe-size? lol

Similies! I finally installed some smilies.
I updated my wordpress!!! (again… finally!)
I need a cute new layout …. who agrees with me?
I uploaded the ‘about’ page xD

That’s it for now

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Hehe, so this girl has found something to amuse herself with: alcohol! Eh, yeah, long story ;)

It’s my birthday today :) I turned 19. Yeah, there’s no DOB on my blog but I was going to upload the “about me” page I wrote some months ago -_-’

There was a birthday party of a friend/old classmate yesterday. My friend promised me to get me drunk. :| Hehe, he would never be able to do that. Besides, I’m not allowed to drink. My parents will kill me if I drink. I’d like some orange juice instead…

- After two hours-

I drunk a little Safari with orange juice. Was good. But it was my first time and my glass was empty in 10 seconds lol. So, his girlfriend gave me some Bacardi with orange juice and then Malibu with orange juice… and then a sip of pure Bacardi and a sip of beer 1 and a sip of beer 2. All in all, 6 or 7 glasses of ’something’ with ’something’. In the end I didn’t even ask what it was in my glass. lol. I got pretty drunk. I think it was a little too much for my first time hehe.

*3 am* it was time to go home again. I couldn’t walk but I could cycle just fine. Which surprised me a little. lol. I wasn’t alone. Someone came with me (A). When I got home my parents were still awake. But I acted like I was normal so they didn’t notice lol (thank god). They will kill me if they found out…

But the thing is: yesterday, I was happy. After weeks/months, for the first time I felt like I wanted to live again. I also understand that alcohol is a bad thing. I also know about it’s consequences. But, it works for me. Better than antidepressants. I know that after a while even this won’t work anymore… but, I can’t worry about tomorrow. Not today. :)

But, I’m not depressive anymore (for now). :)

I’m going to Amsterdam for shopping with my parents tomorrow. xD I got € 250!!! MONEY!

P.S: Yesterday, I wanted to hug everyone :| I still want to hug everyone. The world is good. lol. *HUGGLES HER BLOG BUDDIES*

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Household chores are bad for your nails… and fingers.

I cut my finger when doing the dishes yesterday… the knife slipped because of the soap. After I had cleaned the refrigerator and the magnetron that is. After that it was time to fold a pile of dried clothes. When you’re at it, it’s wise to check the internet and see if there exists an easier way to learn how to fold clothes. Well, there does exist one… but it’s not something I’d call easy…

Fold clothes the Japanese way

Oh I just love those Japanese people. And my mother. I appreciate her so much more now. You only realise how important someone can be until they are gone (for a while).

Holidays? Time to be lazy? WHERE?

It snowed yesterday for the first time this winter. Not much, just for 15 min. Speaking of global warming…

I went to the shopping mall a few days ago. Can’t remember when. My brains are being lazy too. I bought stuff (again). Ho ho, before you think I’m a shopaholic girly woman, let me say one thing: I don’t like shopping! (except for buying things online, is that called shopping?) There used to be a time when I went shopping only once in 6 months. It’s just that since I’ve discovered this comic/manga store in my city… I go there more often.
Ever seen paper for your printer/scanner with instructions? No? Me neither.

Another reason why I went to the mall is because I’m looking for a bag for my notebook. Most/All of them are so simple and colourless and grandpa type. I want colours orange! I want black too (impossible you say?). I don’t mind the money. Okay, so the last one isn’t completely true. I’ve been spending lots of money and I don’t even have a part-time job (issue #2).

After having spent 15 hours looking for a notebook bag on the internet, I found one! Two actually. See, it’s not impossible after all *Puh* Now I only have to choose between these… but which one?

These beauties are the VAX-BORN and the VAX-RAVAL by VAX Barcelona.
€ 100,- each = 147 U.S. Dollar.
Only available on the internet.

But I need money for that! MONEY! It’s evil. But I want so many things. I need money. You can’t buy manga without money, or clothes, or food! Okay, I’ll stop there. *hihi* The point is: I want a part-time job. But they ask for experience. Also, I’m afraid of the pay-desk job. I’m so afraid of making mistakes. Not that someone will eat me up if I make a mistake, but it’s bad for my self-confidence. On the 4th of February I’ll start with my internship, but I’ve every Monday free. Which means I can easily work on the weekends or on Monday itself. I’m determined to get a part-time job. So, I hope it’ll work out somehow.

Oh and it’s really nice when your father comes to your room just to tell you that there are people out there, same age as me, who do part-time jobs because their parents can’t give them any pocket money. Thanks dad. I’ll pay you back, even though that’s impossible.

P.S: As for the chibi D.Gray-Man Calendar; I give up. I’ll just print it out or something.

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First of all, Merii Kurisumasu and…

I came back from Den Haag this morning. So tired ~.~

I bought most of the stuff on my list…

• a coat
• an overcoat - it was kinda expensive (not on the list xD)
• a scarf – it’s so soft whaaaaaaaaaaaaaeeeeeeee
• optical mouse for my notebook - it’s so small xD I’ll have to get used to it
• a cardigan

Oh yeah, my job interview went fantastic… till they told me something nobody knew. We, me and another classmate, were told that the law court needed TWO trainees/interns. So we both sent a letter of application. But due to some circumstances they could only take one of us. *tear tear* They said they’d call us. *heart attack* They called me exactly in 15 minutes after my job interview, and told me that I was accepted. *jumps around* I’ll earn € 200 a month, and I’ve a free day every Monday! XD

HOLIDAYS! xD

Okay, that was totally random.

There’s something I’ve to finish for school in the holidays. I have to make this brochure for Public Press&Public Relation. It can be about a company or a product, real or fake. I’m making one about a freelance web developer: ENKYORI (.org). Hehe, there’s truth somewhere in there. xD
Now, I only have to create mini website templates in Photoshop for the ‘portfolio’ part. Even though we are allowed to use images from the internet, it doesn’t feel right to make screenshots of other websites and paste them in the brochure as my ‘own’ work.
I’ve also been looking for special A4-format paper for the brochure. I want it to be smooth just like photo paper. But it has to be thinner than photo paper. :S Can’t find it! :@ WHAAAAAAA

I want manga! T_______T I wanted to order some manga for Christmas but in January/February new volumes will release … :S So it’s best to wait ;_;

Wishlist manga:

• D.Gray-Man ; vol 1, 2, etc.
• Kanna ; vol 2, vol 3 (1 feb 2008)
• Blood + ; vol 1 (16 jan 2008)
• Kami Kaze ; vol 4
• Genshiken ; vol 2

There’s something else I really really want! If I don’t get it, I’ll die!

It’s the chibi D.gray-Man 2008 calendar!

I tried to order it through someone on a Dutch forum. He lives in Japan. But he said it’s sold out! No wonder it’s sold out! Who can resist so much cuteness/chibiness!? xD

Well, anyway, Happy Holidays and enjoy your apple pie xD

Yesterday, there was a preview day of HvA in Amsterdam. HvA is one of the institutes of higher learning in the Netherlands. I plan to enrol in one of the bachelors they offer. This will be next year though. I went to see if Interactive Media would be something for me. Well, I think it is. I kept staring at all those projects students created in Flash and stuff. I was like: I belong here! There was also a presentation about the propedeuse (the first year at a university or the institute of higher learning). During the presentation they clearly stated that they don’t train only web designers or only programmers. They educate people who know something about everything in the world of Interactive Media. Sometimes people join the course only thinking of becoming web designers, but afterwards they realise they were wrong and quit half way. Uhu.

I went to the city mall on my way back home because I wanted to buy a straighter (I hate my hair the way it is!). Like always I also went to the comic/manga store. OMG, since when do they have almost all volumes of Trigun Maximum?! I bought volume 2 and 4 (I already had 3). I had to buy! Oh and Kamikaze sounded interesting so I bought first 3 volumes of it as well. I’m broke now! I won’t be able to buy any manga till January 2008 T_________T Lately I’ve been treating myself to lots of manga…

Ah, Shinsen-Subs released D.Gray-man 58 and Night Wizard 3. Live-evil released Shion no Ou 5. I’ve a four-day weekend anyway *grin*