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Dear blog buddies,

I’m very sorry for being inactive as a blog buddy and friend. It’s not like me to not blog in a while or not read your wonderful stories and comment on them. Anyway, here it comes:

I failed. I failed while I had 80% marks for my exams. I failed my internship. I was practising at the Law Court in my city. I was basically ‘working’ there. Unfortunately, when my internship started in February, my depression started as well. During the same time. (These two things could be linked but I don’t know). Because of my ‘illness’ I functioned not as they expected. I wasn’t being myself. People who instructed me there are all really nice people. They really helped me. But they had to grade my internship too and they had to be a little hard on that. I’ll have to re-do my internship somewhere else. Another 19 weeks… after the summer holidays.

Summer holidays. For me it means a time to reorganize my life. My life is a chaotic chaos at the moment. I failed at school. I won’t be able to enroll in the Media study I wanted to (at least, not before I get my current diploma). I’m depressed. I’m suicidal. Medicines make me more sick than I already am. The psychologists don’t know what to do with me. My parents keep forgiving me.

I need to get out of here for a while.

So… I’m leaving this Tuesday (the 17th) to India. To my relatives there. I’ve lived in India as a child. I don’t remember being depressed in India even once. That country is too colourful. That world is soooo different than the one I currently live in. Perhaps seeing others in misery will make me realise the value of my own comfortable life? What a crybaby I am… I’ll be back on the 25th of July…

So, you guys must be wondering. How was Spain? It was good. It was good to be away from daily life. I took lots of photo’s and here they are:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/enkyori/

I want to change the domain name. I already chose a new one. But first I have to suspend this one and make the new one I ordered the main domain. The new one is: www.cat-unleashed.com/. But something went wrong while paying for it. I contacted the support department. But it could take a while. I hope it will be working on Monday. Otherwise I can only look into it when I’m back in Holland. But of course, being a internet addict, I’ll be in a internet cafe the day I land in India haha.

If my site is offline for a while: fear not! This geek has plans Hey! I’ve prove!
http://cat-unleashed.deviantart.com/

Anyway, all of you, enjoy your holidays and see ya! Nya~! Meow~! Miauw~! Whatever~!

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I bought something that has been on my wishlist since a few months. A new mobile!

It’s the Saumsung U700 (Ultra edition) € 188,00
It’s a 3G mobile with HSDPA, UMTS, HTML support, USB 2,0, Bluetooth 2,0 etc.

I wanted to buy a mobile with a good camera (this one got 3,2mp). I don’t have a good digital camera, it’s got 14mb and 3,1mp lol. Basically, my new mobile is better than my old digital camera.

I think my mobile will be very handy next week in Spain. YES, SPAIN! BARCELONA AND MALLORCA! I’ll be hanging out in Spain next week. Why? Because I’m not going anywhere in my summer vacation. So, I asked the people at my internship if I could take a week off. And I could. I’ll, no, WE WILL leave on Monday. My mom and little sister and I… and the plane! xD

I’ll be in Spain from the 19th till the 25th!

I’ve seriously got nothing else to say lol. Maybe I do… I should start spending less money. I seriously need to promise myself to not spend money on anime/manga any more this month. *sigh*

BLOOD+ vol. 2
Genshiken vol. 2
Kanna vol. 4
Shonen Jump June 2008

I’m moneyless xD

Cya~! Desu~! Nyaa~!

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Here I am, well and in one piece.

I left for Belgium on Thursday instead of Wednesday and came back Sunday instead of Friday lol.

Such a hectic city with so many criminals and thieves and people of that kind. I don’t think I’ll be able to survive in such a violent city. I know you have good people and bad people in every country and city. But… Brussels is really lawless. Other than that, I visited the shopping mall there but didn’t enter any attire stores ’cause I didn’t have much time to try clothes on xD

This is a Hello Kitty bag

Yesterday… a lot happened. It was sunny. It finally feels like summer. It somehow makes me happy. On my way home I went to the shopping mall and bought some manga:

In de evening, around 9 pm, a friend was going to see some friends in some park and have a fun time chatting/drinking/etc. I was asked to come too. So, I went there, and promised dad to come home around 11 pm ’cause I had to work in the morning. But, I really liked it there and called dad to tell I was going to be an hour late. I think I ‘broke’ my promise… ’cause he got angry (he didn’t say anything = that’s the most scary thing there is lol). … Anyway, it was fun. Maybe because I drank a lot? A half bottle of Safari and a whole bottle of Bacardi Breezer. OMG, I’ve never been so drunk! I couldn’t walk in the direction I wanted to… Oh and parents didn’t notice anything But that’s because I went straight to my room to sleep. I woke up 6 ‘o clock in the morning… and my stomach hurt like hell. But after 2 hours it was back to normal. lol. I’m going to control myself the next time. I promise.

Before I left for Belgium I ordered some CD’s. They are Japanese. The only greatest genre of music there is? Nah, these Japanese people are so original with what they do. Mostly surprising people with the things they come up with. Anyway, I bought them over from someone on a Dutch animanga forum.
Artist: Nightmare
Album: the World Ruler [w/ DVD, Limited Edition]
Single: Believe

[black cat] ??
Who?
That’s my nick on the sof (Soldier of Fortune) servers. Yes, I’m a game nerd.

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Yo, minna-san!

I’ve a few national holidays the upcoming days (starting tomorrow actually lol).

April 30, Queen’s Birthday
May 01, Ascension of Jesus
May 02
May 03
May 04
May 05, Liberation Day (WWΙΙ)

So, I planned a trip to Belgium for myself. I’ll leave tomorrow Thursday and come back on Friday Saturday. It takes 3½ hour to get there with the train. Hehe, I’ll pack enough manga to read in the train ;)

I’ll stay there at my uncle’s house. I hope to wander around there on my own. But I’ll see. Brussels is a hectic city

Hmmm, I wish I had a mobile phone with camera… ’cause I don’t feel like taking my digital camera with me I’m planning to buy one soon though… a new mobile phone that is xD Hihi.

EDIT: packed my bag with the following manga:
Dazzle vol. 1, Welcome to NHK vol. 1, Kanna vol. 3

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Thank you everyone for your wishes There were people I didn’t know and people I do know xD

Please welcome two new blog buddies to this place of horror and torture and … cookies?

I’ve been happy-happy since a last few days/a week. Except for a breakdown on Tuesday…
Hehe, but spending money makes me happy

I made this post to show you guys what I bought and stuff
Note: You might need a basket for your drool.

Vampire Knight vol. 4
Welcome to NHK! vol. 1
Shonen Jump (May edition)
How to draw Chibi’s
Web Desinger mag.

Summer coat!

Lots of T-shirts lol

Wanna guess what’s my shoe-size? lol

Similies! I finally installed some smilies.
I updated my wordpress!!! (again… finally!)
I need a cute new layout …. who agrees with me?
I uploaded the ‘about’ page xD

That’s it for now